What are we. What is it that feels? I have been thinking about this recently. How is that we are governed by the chemicals in our brains? I mean a few weeks ago I was a mess I broke down sobbing when I heard a sad song. I seriously believed I would never see my kids again. I even planned a trip to the local farmers field which has a train running through it. The C2C line. I was going to jump in front of it at the top running speed between Leigh on Sea and Benfleet.
Now after a few sessions of therapy and Cymbalta (Duloxetine) I'm outgoing. I know I will see my kids again. I have a very positive attitude. Which has made me think. The change over from despair that I was in, to how I feel now. It seems, well I don't know a little scary.
So who we all are is governed by what supply and storage of out neuro-transmitters.
Is a top salesman good at his job because he has more dopamine than most, meaning his more outgoing. What makes us who we are? Our memories? Or our supply and demand of neuro-transmitters?
Just a muse!
